I’m shutting this blog down for good. I need a fresh start, and hopefully, find a new group of people that might give a shit about me. I will leave this up to preserve posts, but I am no longer posting on it. 

Fuck you all, and goodbye.

7biases:

*jaw drops*

© mutuntun

depressed-loner18:

I’m just a huge inconvenience, and I’m sorry.

mochu13:

“I wish it rains all day,

Cuz I’d like someone to cry for me.

I wish it rains all day,

Cuz then people wouldn’t stare at me.”

- Forever Rain; Kim Namjoon

alone-suggestion:

nobody could ever want someone like me.

ineedthisformyfeelings:

I didn’t plan for a future. I didn’t expect to live

Gone for two months…not a single message…not a single person who cared that I wasn’t here. I don’t know why I expected anything else. Tumblr is a shit place full of shit people who just don’t care about anyone but themselves. Maybe I should just stay gone. 

anyone remember me? No? 

I’m gonna be off tumblr for a bit I think. If that means that the people who upset me win, so be it. I thought I could laugh off being accused of being racist but it’s bothering me a hell of a lot more than I thought it would. It hurts, honestly. I’ve never hated anyone based on their skin color, and I’ve never intentionally hurt anyone because of their race. Nor would I ever do so. It’s not who I am and it’ll never be who I am. But people on here seemed to twist my words into meaning something that they didn’t, and in turn, hurt me pretty badly. 

When I was lonely, suicidal, in need of someone to talk to, nobody was there for me. I got no messages of support, nothing. I would just lose followers. However, I expressed my discomfort about something and suddenly I’m getting messages calling me a racist. 

I’m starting to understand why people say that tumblr is a toxic place. Nobody cares when you’re hurting and alone, but you express an opinion and suddenly you’re scum. I can’t handle that. I’m too depressed for that, and I’m too sensitive for that. So I’m taking a leave of absence. I don’t have it in me to be called more hurtful things by people. 

I’m out.